Saturday, September 30, 2006

Techno Relevations

Random Happenings
Oh I received a weird call yesterday, if your reading my blog, don't stalk me kay? I can't have a stalker, I'm just not the type to be stalked. And no I do not want to talk about it, not alot anyways. But seriously I think I've made a big mistake by putting my handphone number up on the net, seriously thinking about removing it and changing my number. Heck, hopefully you'd still see me around the days to come.

Other Randomness
Oh yeah I have to thank E for putting techno back into my life. For the past few years after my experience working at Seoul Garden's "vibrant" night life, I thought I had sworn off techno for the rest of my natural life. But somehow someone made a song about Dota and an IRC bot named Anna. Suddenly when I listen to those techno, it soothes my soul that modern techno culture suddenly seemed to accept me into the folds.

Steps into Darkness
My first steps along to independence has gained me a heavy burden. Bills and repayments of my Poly education. But I just told my Dad my future plans to work for a year before I go and study. Surprisingly he seemed pretty pleased at my decision and choice of education. But he did give me several warnings, no love and serious relationships while I'm on this path, at least until I finish my degree.

On the Heart
With that out of the way, I'm sorry to say I'm going to take a raincheck with my heart for these couple of years. Soft as it is on the inside, I take my promises with my Dad like I treasure my soul. I know the implications and the holes this promise might tear into my heart but hey, I aspire to be a man of my word. Making a promise means keeping it, so I try not to give them freely away. Covert my heart oh Lord, keep it warm in your embrace, for I shall have nothing when the time comes.

Slavery
Oh things of my job, I'm sure you guys aren't interested so I'd just talk about it in this paragraph. I'm working QC, with horrendeous pay. But I've made a few good contacts and I've opened the door to future writing careers by opening up the internal recruitment within SPH. Yes, I'm working for SPH and no I'm not a writer yet. But I'm going to be there, no qualms about it. The harder I work, the smarter I play the moves and the more moves open for my next step. The trick now is to see which move can secure my long term goals. Alauz Out.

Idiots of today, Geniuses of tomorrow