When It Rains, It Pours

Negativity
Lots of problems, first was the internet problems, then family problems which are not resolved by the way, and now my desktop computer decided to play me for a fool and burn up literally a few months after my 1 year warranty expires. I don't know how long more will these "incidents" continue but I'm getting quite tired of the world collapsing around me constantly.

The Sky is falling
Next thing I know I probably have the sky fall down on my head like Chicken little and have the whole world labeling me as an "act of god" and no one can claim insurance when the world starts falling apart all around me. Perhaps it's a good thing? Maybe I'd be mankind's final weapon against an entire race of mechanical beings plotting our destruction. And my aura of dismantling would certainly disable them in a 10 kilometer radius. Or maybe just hunted down because I was causing countless trillions of damage to the world economy by merely existing.

Existence
Maybe we're all just part of a simulation to test if the universe can support life despite being a crazily harsh environment. I don't know if God did tell us the meaning for our existence but the "prophets" merely forgotten them or someone removed it from the holy documents so as to render our species impotent and incapable of fulfilling our destiny. Maybe we're made to be cattle, an intergalactic plague of interstellar locusts, or even just for the entertainment of some greater being. (The image of the game "The Sims" and its countless variations ring a bell?)

Never mind my endless musings, Alauz Out!

Idiots of today, Geniuses of tomorrow
今日の馬鹿，明日の天才