Emotions go wild

I just got pickpocketed.... AGAIN! Yes you heard me pickpocketed once more when about slightly over a month. I feel this almost uncontrollable urge to go vigilante on these pickpockets and I better not catch any of them in action because for those who know me, you know what I'm capable of. I'd probably be unable to control myself and kill the poor fellow. Be it a guy or a gal, if I grab a hold of them, they are going to die.

Sure, maybe you don't think it's capital punishment for simply stealing someone's wallet. But I beg to differ. If any of you have lost your wallet with your ICs in them before, you'd know that in Singapore it's a heavy penalty on the victim DESPITE the fact that they have already lost alot of valuables from the theft. But if you have gone through what I have gone through, you'd know for a fact that being hit by pick pockets TWICE in a month costs an upward of $600 just for the ICs alone.

Coupled with the other things I've lost and the amount of time I spent and am GOING to spend recouping my documents, it adds up to lossese of over 1 thousand dollars in time and money. Maybe more for those of you who earn big bucks. But for a simple student like me, already losing a wallet is like 500 bucks without counting the money that was in it. And 1000 bucks is NO joke for a student whose already trying hard to cut costs and earn his expenses for day to day living.

I'm already really very tight financially, with my father's business having some problems and my mother already working so hard to pay for the bills... I seriously doubt I can even stay in school if this keeps up. To top it all off, I had to be pickpocketed TWICE in a month. Whoever pisses me off will be in for a very scary and possibly life ending shock.

My body, though out of shape, is much more capable of killing someone. Why? I learnt Judo, and in Judo your weight is a distinct advantage to crush your opponent after throwing them into the ground. I'd hate to imagine 100kg of weight crushing down on the next person that I catch pickpocketing. If the person doesn't die, it'd be multiple fractures throughout the body.

Well, piss me not while I find another outlet to let go of all this anger and hate that is swelling uncontrollably in me. Alauz Out!

Idiots of today, Geniuses of tomorrow
今日の馬鹿，明日の天才