Revelation

Slept at 12am, woke up at 4.30am. Felt refreshed, is there something wrong with this picture? I woke up without the help of alarm clocks or anyone to bump me out of bed. If I didn't know better, I might suspect it's my body responding to my constant oversleeping during the previous 2 months. But then again who knows that might be exactly what is happening.

Weirdness

What makes a person weird? Is it because he's Geeky or maybe he's just a Loser. Or wait, perhaps it's because your in a bad mood or your in the mood to make someone's life a living hell. Hahaha, oh well perhaps, just perhaps it's because the person's DIFFERENT. Oh yeah, just because they are different means they aren't worth your time. Just because they don't see things the way you do, means that they are FREAKS. LOL I so do enjoy this degradation of everything.... but then again whose to say it's not FREAKISH behaviour?

So let's review this, if you keep an open mind you'd be deemed an ambassator. But THAT'S ONLY if you know how to FIT IN to the different groups when opportunity rises. Otherwise your a just another FREAK whose trying to fit in. LOL.... that's pretty much it I'd say. Thus all you people out there whose trying to be unique or different, know this:"Your only an individual IF your totally free from seeking other people's opinion about you. Otherwise your gonna be just another social outcast whom no one's ever gonna remember."

Depressing ain't it? hahaha.... it's meant to be! Life's Good only if your out there doing things that make you feel good. Yeah, if helping others is your thing, then helping others is a "good" thing to do. If being a sadistic bastard appeals to you, then go ahead, the only repecussions would be your future lynching lol.... I mean to each his/her own. So what if your girlfriend doesn't love you, if your both in it for the sex and you don't care, go ahead... lol.... it's true, you'd be happier that way, rather than trying to work out your differences and have a "proper" relationship. Only Hell knows how many have tried and failed.

But then again such a philosophy can only get you so far. Then you'd start to get bored, the so called "dreams" and happiness comes all too easily. ("Remember you'd only be happy if you LET yourself be") Then because of the sadistic twist in human nature, you'd start to feel a vacuumed Void within your heart. And then you'd realize that the good things in life ain't what it's cut out to be, UNLESS you've gone thru HELL and back to get there. Yes, a bitter journey makes the fruit twice as sweet. Love lost and found again is said to have no equal. This delusional frenzy is what the human spirit THRIVES on. There is NO HUMAN ALIVE that will not feel this way. So what if your the leader of the biggest and most powerful country in the world? If you never earned that position with blood and sweat, you'd never savour the moment you step up to that position.

The greatest heroes of the past have always longed for something they could never have. A peaceful and mundane life filled with the simple pleasures. Whereas the peasant folk has always envied the heroes and the recognition they would get. Lol such is the fate of all human kind. Maybe except Budda, he lived a life of luxury when he was young, then lived a life filled with misery during his youth. After that he realized that to taste life fully, was to live the "middle" way. What's this elusive middle way? Well it's actually kinda hard to explain, perhaps the simplest way I can put it, is to say that when you eat, don't eat until your full but eat until your just not hungry. That in essense would be the middle way. LOL Heck if I follow that way, I KNOW about it, well that doesn't mean I have to abide by it's rules now do I?

Greatest Sin a man could have, is perhaps Ignorance. But what happens when a man purposefully commits a sin? Then he's enlightened... lol... He knows that it's wrong, but then again if he knows that he doesn't commit the sin, he will be tormented internally which could be worse than hell itself, so he commits the sin, fully aware of what's going to happen to him. God does not forgive the ignorant and he may punish them an additional 10 fold because they have refused to acknowledge the sin. May God have mercy on the ignorant for I know he'd have no mercy upon me.

Isn't it Ironic that in Heaven, people who are good are showered with gifts and a comfortable life, while on earth they must not be seeking material comfort? But yet in Hell, people suffer for all of eternity because their evil? Wait a min, revelation, that would mean Heaven and Hell would essentially be the same place. Because if you look at it. Heaven and hell should be opposed to each other. The good is rewarded in heaven and to maintain a balance, evil should also be rewarded in hell. Otherwise there'd be no balance. Thus what I think is heaven and hell, perhaps is this. People who has done good deeds whist they were alive were rewarded with God's Blessing and people who has done evil deeds are visited by God's wraith. Essentially Devils are so called "Fallen Angels" lol..... and if in hell you suffer for eternity, would mean that the so called Devils are merely carrying out God's orders. That would mean they were merely assigned to Hell and given a makeover... hehehe...

I do not think I'm the only person who has come up with this point of view and I do not think I'd be the last either. But I do believe one thing, religion has ruled the human race for more than 10 thousand years. It will not be so easy to change that fact in the near future. If you do not fear the religion, fear the fanatics that worship it.

I am a naturally god fearing man but I also feel a duty to educate the people I know with knowledge granted to me by the grace of the Lord Almighty. I know this is God's will only because he has granted me the knowledge I now speak.

Idiots of today, Geniuses of tomorrow